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KraftyKoalabe
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Name: Leifster
Country: United States
State: Delaware
Birthday: 1/25/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Playing the gwitter, paintball, raquetball, photography, BMX, making my girlfriend happy, and being incredibly witty. 
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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AIM:  KraftyKowallabe
Member Since:
1/14/2004
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| cake says it best:
people you love will turn their backs on you. you'll lose your hair, your teeth, your knife will fall out of its sheath but you still dont like to leave before the end of the movie. no you still dont like to leave before the end of the show.
people you hate will get their hooks into you. they'll pull you down you'll frown. they'll tar you and drag you through town. and you still don't like to leave before the end of the movie. no you still don't like to leave before the end of the show.
this is leif's addition: and for some reason revenge is immature.
i don't know why this is soothing. talking never is. i think i'll start to keep a real journal. | | |
| i hate my life lately. where is this break? the upside of the roller coaster? why am i so angry? i have the shortest fuse as of late. i just wanna push people away. give them a safe distance from the explosion. then there is this newfound appreciation for the countries last legal drug. i fear i've fallen victim to addiction. i know i don't need it, but it is a nice numbing agent. i don't feel inspired to create, everything is so hard. i used to love to rise abnove and conquer. now i wanna quit, and catch myself praying for a miraculously early weekend. enough emo for now. somebody wish upon a star for me. i need an angel. otherwise i wouldn't be on this stupid site bitching about my personal prooblems. anyone wanna date a fat, blonde, nappy headed, guitar addicted loser with no education and a false sense of direction? | | |
| every time i entrify it has been far too long. not that too many people care about my boring life.
change is good. i guess for now we are giving up on finding that savior singer that will take us to the top of heaven. nate rules and colin runs alongside. good thing i have them to ride on.
i've found out something new about all my friends recently and it has been interesting.
jason and andrew are douche bags.
aarika is my drug of choice........and they can go hump each other.
enough. | | |
| last time i entried i merely vented whatever i wanted as if no one would read it and thoroughly enjoyed in comparison to past entries. so here i go again.
tomorrow night is few know where. i'm excited but i hope nate goes.
lauren and i hardly talk anymore. i hope we don't grow too distant. i don't expect lengthy strolls with in depth conversationalisms, but i'd hate to think that as well as she knows me and vice versa things would crumble.
aari is great. period.
i found mars volta tickets on the net on presale and i can't find the password anywhere and its eating away at me like stomach cancer. hope fully i will get to go see them though as they have climbed the list-o-bands to become one-o-the faves.
i'm poor. poor me.
summer will be soon though so money should become a bit more abundant.
band, band, band, blah, blah, blah. singer issues cause need for tissues.
that's it for today methinks. | | |
| it is time for a new entry even though most of my friends don't read this crap. we actually contact one another and ask how the other is doing, then we converse about good and bad in our lives. as in voices and people. not text and e-drama. plus you can't vent things that other people are doing without hearing about it in person anyway. alas, it's been a fortnight or two since my last log and so i will proceed. it's good for venting.
actually let's pretend no one at all reads this crap so i'm actually going to relay my thoughts like it were a real journal. here goes...gulp...
i finally got a car. i'm so excited. it is one rad whip too. it didn't pass inspection but it's minor
problems that can be fixed with the $20 i spent today and about an hour of time. then ma baby will be oh so road legal.
i like my job but need more hours.
the band. hmmmm. if you know me than you know the band.
my ever-so-tasty aari berry muffin. things are good...no...great between us. i am very happy with her. however, still no license and this really bothers me. but i don't know how to express it. i'm not sure what to do.
katy is a swelltastic friend. but i wish she would lighten up about her status. she's very capable and needs to realize things will happen and there's no need to rush an early death.
nate is a mantasmagorical friend. i hope we jam and hang out together until our bones are too brittle and we become the grass that the antelope eat. but not feeding the rabbits. that would be a sin.
school is going okayee. i am always too hard on myself and i just need to buckle down and keep my head up. someday i think i will earn a job i like so i can still do plenty of surfing and guitar and vacations with my beautiful family.
a weird entry i suppose. but here we find ourselves. enjoy and contact me on site and in person with any comments or non eprops. thanks for taking the time of your precious day to read my dribble. | | |
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